Bestest friend

My Bestest Friend

I have a bestest friend,
or should I say I had.
She used to be there to cheer me up,
whenever I was sad.
One day I smelt the coffee
and realized she was no longer there.
I wanted so bad to tell her,
but I didn't dare.
I never saw it coming;
I thought we'd be friends for life.
I feel as though I've been stabbed
by and aids-infected knife.
The pain is so intense
it sometimes makes me cry.
I never thought I'd live to see
the day we'd say goodbye.
I remember when we used to spend
every waking moment together.
As corny as it may sound
we were as close as birds to a feather.
The saddest part
is letting go,
I love her with all my heart
and she will never know.
Somebody if you ever read this,
you are a piece of my heart,
And know that you are gone,
I don't know were to start.
I love you like a sister,
and I always will.
I'll love you till the day I die
and I'm in my grave lying cold and still.